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Our Cranky Hearts Are Leading Us Home.


Are you exhausted by a feeling that you can never measure up?

Do you find yourself questioning the traditions of religious Christianity?

Are you cynical about corporate church? 

Do you struggle with doubt and frustration?

If this describes you, then you are in the right place!

Don’t be ashamed of your doubt and questions.

Or afraid of your cynicism and the snarkiness that simmers just beneath the surface when it comes to organized religion. Or feel guilt because of your depression and/or disillusionment with Christianity. 

I have good news for us. We want more, because there is more. We are disillusioned because we’ve found a fake substitute. Our cranky hearts are leading us home. 


I spent a decade in a Christian cult full of rules, lies, and twisted Scripture. I was the good girl following along until one day Jesus showed up and changed everything. As I got to know Jesus for myself, I began to realize that the God I knew and the god I was being taught about couldn’t be the same Person. This started my journey searching for the real God. What, or rather Who, I found continues to amazing me!

Searching for the Real Jesus has led me to a place of paradox, tension, and mystery. Where I’m learning to embrace uncertainty. An awkward middle way of grace and truth. Will you join me on my search?

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